Since I can think I want to move to a farm and retire. I always just wanted to retire. I wanted to retire at the age of 15, just because I wanted comfort and solace, peace and to be left alone. No distractions, no fears, no hurries, no unpleasant or humanly created sounds. Well, I basically grew up in a small village in the wonderful German county Brandenburg, but I am living in a big city now, where time is running by my eyes way to fast. I am longing for rest. I am longing for the top of the world. This would be the top of the world. No more tears. Tears only caused by too much happiness. No more fear. Fear only caused by a cosy evening watchin a black and white classic. I am overwhelmed by my imagination. This is going to be the life I always wanted. I will leave for Kansas, soon. I want to retire by the age of 22.